EXPOSING
END-TIME
MIND CONTROL
If you read my
last newspaper, Volume 26, Number 1, Jan. Feb. March, 1999, you will
recall that the front page article on the character of God was
entitled, "ARE YOU SEALED INTO GOD'S HEART?" My front page article is
always on the character of God. The only problem was, the printer
forgot to put a question mark after "Heart," as I just did above. And
they also printed my old phone number so some people called and thought
I had gone out of business or died. Well, as you can see, I am still
alive and the Lord is continuing to help me to keep on keeping on. Then
on page 4 was some new info I had just learned myself. The nature of
this information was so shocking that I could hardly believe it when I
began reading the book, "TRANCE FORMATION OF AMERICA." But
the more
I checked it out the more verification I have found. It dovetails in
with everything else we have been learning about Satan's end-time
strategy.
The authors,
Mark Phillips, from Tennessee and Cathy O'Brien, born and raised in
Muskegon, Michigan, are the writers, Cathy being the author of pages 77
to 266. Mark's first 31 pages are a brief auto-biographical sketch then
a history of how he happened to meet Cathy and her eight year old
daughter Kelly, in 1988 in Tennessee, and how he rescued them out of
the MK-Ultra project and deprogrammed Cathy, but not Kelly, who is
still in a hospital setting. He had worked for the DOD (US Department
of Defense) for years and was skilled in this area of expertise. On the
video tape from Granada forum (Oct. 31, 1996) Mark speaks first to
introduce Cathy, the main speaker on their topic of "Mind
Control Out of Control." They are both
very credible and honest looking and speaking both in their words and
mannerisms.
Watching them
both on this video really convinced me they are for real. Mark tells
both in the book and in his video talk how he became ill after learning
what his own government had been doing to innocent children since the
close of World War II. Hitler's research team members were secretly
brought into the USA under the guise of a government sponsored and
protected program called, "OPERATION PAPER CLIP."
I have heard other speakers refer to this but did
not know what they were talking about. Mark explains that these were
Nazi agents, men learned in the mind sciences such as psychology and
psychiatry, who were experimenting with "mind control," as mentioned
earlier. So, the shadow government was able to continue this secret,
covert "Operation Paper Clip" and that is one of the means whereby the
mind control studies have continued on unabated even though Hitler lost
the war and committed suicide.
Mark tells how
he, like many others, tried not to believe that this could actually be
going on right under our noses without the general public knowing a
thing about it. This reminds me of what Cathy said in her book on page
118 regarding Marilyn Monroe. She actually is quoting her "owner," a
very famous senator all of you know by name. I will not name him as I
do not feel at liberty to expose him at this time as I believe he will
be exposed in the near future anyway. It would take too much time to
expose all of the high profile public figures Cathy names in her book
who are involved in this MK-Ultra, Mind Control experimentation.
It is obviously an ego trip for them to be
able to control beautiful, young, healthy girls, boys and young women
under the age of 30...to use them as secret government couriers, like
robots, with special coded messages leaving no paper trail. And then to
access their various Jesuit based programs previously instilled in
their minds by trauma based torture of various kinds to suit their own
personal sexual perversions. These criminals and perpetrators continue
preying on our precious children all the time appearing on TV as if
they are God fearing, law abiding public servants. It truly is enough
to make one vomit. Then these same innocent girls, like Cathy, are
snuffed out (killed) at age 30. By God's Providence and sovereign grace
and will Cathy escaped that fate. Pray for her and Mark as they
continue on in their writing and speaking to expose these ongoing
criminal actions which our very own government protects with a so
called
"National Security Act,"which has
nothing to do with preserving the
security of our nation.
Let me quote
just one paragraph from page 118 of Cathy's book, to make a very
important point which may open the window for some of you to do your
own personal research. These are Cathy's own words as she wrote out her
memories of what had been done to her.
Senator
"________ monitored all of my programming 'progress,' and often
tortured me with his whip and pocketknife. He picked up where my mother
left off, to destroy any self-esteem I might have inadvertently
developed. He said, There
is no place for you to turn because if you could think to talk no one
would ever believe I would have anything to do with the likes of you.
He often threatened me that I was considered 'disposable' because,
after all, 'The first Presidential Model, Marilyn Monroe, was killed
right in front of the public eye and no one knew what happened."
Last week I
talked to Cathy about this statement and Marilyn's life. I asked Cathy
how one could go about proving Marilyn truly was the "First
Presidential Model," which means she was the first sex slave of a US
President in this MK-Ultra Mind control experimentation. Cathy said she
did not have any proof, per se, but that we do know that Marilyn was
involved in a secret relationship with both John and Robert Kennedy.
This has been well documented. I hope and pray the Kennedy brothers
were not part of this project but one never knows for sure. She also
said that Marilyn had trouble keeping track of time which is indicative
of a Multiple Personality. With these two facts in mind I decided to
keep my eyes and ears open for any and all information
I could gather
on Marilyn to see if I could begin piecing together some kind of
coherent picture that would confirm what the famous Senator had said to
Cathy regarding the death of Marilyn Monroe not being a suicide but a
public execution which to this day remains a mystery. So, about two
days after I talked to Cathy I happened to catch an announcement for an
A & E special on Marilyn's life. I made sure to watch that
program and took some notes. On July 1, 1956 she married Arthur Miller,
the famous playwright. She was chronically tardy on the movie set,
seemed to have a bad memory and could not remember her lines. Her mind
seemed to be constantly scrambled and confused and in fact, she had no
sense of time. Lawrence Olivier had no respect for her because she was
always late and was very dependent on her coach and "handler" or shall
we say, "guardian" Paula Strasburg? (not sure of this name) who was her
constant companion. In Oct. 1957 she suffered a miscarriage due to her
years of sexual misadventures. One actor said that kissing Marilyn was
not a romantic experience for him at all. He described her emotional
make-up in a most unflattering manner...cold and distant to say the
least...no feeling. Later she suffered another miscarriage. Marilyn got
hooked on pills which she evidently used to help her sleep and calm her
nerves. After her divorce in 1960-61 she sank into depression and
substance abuse which led to frequent visits to psychiatrists who put
her in an institution for treatment. Her mother also had a history of
mental illness. I don't know who her father was or if she was abused
sexually or physically. Joe Dimagio took her from the hospital and
helped her through her crisis and married her. Some believe he may have
been tapped to become her handler under the guise of a husband and
protector. But according to all the stories he had a deep and abiding
love for her which may be true. There are many unanswered questions
about Marilyn which should be answered as this may be a very important
key link in understanding this Mind Control project from its inception,
if indeed Marilyn was the "First Presidential Model."
You really need to read Cathy's
book to fully understand what this means. On May
19th of either 1961 or 1962 Marilyn Monroe flew to New York to see
President Kennedy. She drank lots of champaign to be able to stand
before 50,000 people and sing "Happy Birthday to the President," and
publicly announce that she thought she "had made his back feel better,"
which many interpreted as her way of bragging about and announcing,
indirectly, yet "discreetly" their intimate relationship. In his futile
efforts to make a movie with Marilyn one director gave up after she
showed up only 13 times in 30 days. She was fired and the entire movie
project canceled and scrapped. If Marilyn Monroe was indeed the "First
Presidential Model," as Cathy says the Senator
stated, then it truly remains a secret project and mystery yet to be
solved. If anyone has any other information (pieces of the puzzle)
please let me know.
Although those
first 31 pages are important in understanding how Mark got involved in
rescuing Cathy and Kelly that is not the shocking part. Pages 32 to 76
are supporting documents and pictures of Cathy at various stages of her
life. These, in and of themselves, are still not the shocking part.
Even Cathy's personal history (born 12-4-57) of sexual abuse by her
father and other family members and the emotional abuse she received
from her mother are not that shocking because physical and sexual
family abuse is so prevalent and widely reported that it doesn't really
shock anyone anymore.
So, what is the
shocking part? It begins in Cathy's sixth year. She details how elected
officials in Michigan contacted her pedophile father regarding his
legal problem of getting caught sending kiddie porn film through the
mail. Cathy says it was a bestiality film her father made of her and
their family dog named buster. They offered to give him total immunity
and a lucrative government contract making camshafts if he would allow
government officials to place his little Cathy in a special U.S.
Government project. It was a top secret Defense Intelligence
undertaking called "MK-Ultra Project Monarch" which is
a mind-control operation which continues
to "recruit" multi generational incest abused children with Multiple
Personality Disorder for its genetic mind-control studies. This
government official, whose famous name you would immediately recognize,
was part of what Cathy says was the "Michigan Mafia," told Cathy's
father that she was a prime candidate, a chosen one. Her father
accepted this offer to become wealthy and avoid prosecution. He was
flown back to Boston for a two week crash course at famous Harvard
University on how to raise Cathy in the MK-Ultra Project Monarch. Her
father was very happy and smiling when he returned from Harvard, armed
with his new knowledge he referred to as "reverse psychology."
Listen to Cathy's explanation of all this:
This equates to
"satanic reversals," and involves such play-on-words as puns and
phrases that stuck in my mind like, "you earn your keep, and
I'll keep what you earn." He presented me
with a commemorative charm bracelet of dogs, and my mother with the
news that they 'would be having more children' to raise in the project.
(I now have two sisters and four brothers ranging from ages 16 to 37
who are still under mind control.) My mother complied with my father's
suggestions, mastering the art of language manipulation. For example,
when I could not snap my own pajama top to the bottoms in a childish
effort to keep my father out of them, I asked my mother, 'please snap
me.' She did. She would snap her forefingers against my skin in a
stinging manner. The pain I felt was psychological as this proved to me
once again that she had no intention of protecting me from my father's
sexual abuse. Also in keeping with his government-provided
instructions, my father began working me like the legendary Cinderella.
I shoveled fireplace ashes, hauled and stacked firewood, raked leaves,
shoveled snow, chopped ice, and swept---'because,' my father said,
'your little hands fit so nicely around the rake, mop, shovel, and
broom handles.' By this time, my father's sexual exploitation of me
included prostitution to his friends, local mobsters and Masons,
relatives, Satanists, strangers, and police officers. When I wasn't
being worked to physical exhaustion, filmed pornographically,
prostituted, or engaged in incest abuse, I dissociated into books. I
had learned to read at the young age of four due to my photographic
memory which was a natural result of MPD/DID.
Government
researchers involved in MK-Ultra Project Monarch knew about the
photographic memory aspect of MPD/DID, of course, as well as other
resultant 'super human' characteristics. Visual acuity of an MPD/DID is
44 times greater than that of the average person. My developed
unusually high pain threshold, plus compartmentalization of memory were
'necessary' for military and covert operations applications.
Additionally, my sexuality was primitively twisted from infancy. This
programming was appealing and useful to perverse politicians who
believed they could hide their actions deep within my memory
compartments, which clinicians refer to as personalities. Page 83.
Cathy had a
different personality to deal with every situation, one for her
father's abuse, another for her mother's psychological abuse, a third
for the prostitution she was forced to endure, a fourth and fifth for
making various types of porno films she was forced to participate in
and then a somewhat "normal" personality which provided a cover for her
at school and in society in general.
Mark says that
the Nazis conducted a research project under Hitler and Himmler's
command on the families of northern European multi-generational
Satanists. Christianity, particularly Catholicism, was Himmler's pick
of the religions' litter for targeting "Chosen Ones"
for his hideous mind-control experiments. These Chosen Ones were to be
the robotic leaders of Hitler's NEW WORLD ORDER. Mark
asked Cathy what religion she was before she met Alex Houston, her
handler. She replied, Mormon, but I was a good Catholic
before then. page 15. On page 104 there
is also this comment. Cox (her first handler) demanded I
become a Mormon in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.
This was to 'prove' that Satan was everywhere---particularly in the
Monroe, Louisiana Mormon church where he led occult ritual, and in the
Hendersonville, Tennessee church that the so-called Freedom Train
rolled through. Mark also mentions on the
tape that CIA and other shadow government operations especially like to
recruit young Mormon men who are fresh off of a mission for the church.
Why? Because they are used to taking orders and obeying their
superiors, just like Roman Catholic Priests, especially Jesuits. Years
ago John Todd revealed in his talks that the Satanic witchcraft rituals
they perform are the exact same rituals used in the Catholic Church as
well as the Mormon Church. Another famous ex-Mormon, Bill Schnoebelen,
who was once in witchcraft, states that he was told by his teachers in
Satanism that if he ever got into any kind of trouble that he should go
and join up with a Mormon church as they were the closest religion to
Witchcraft.
Mark points out
on his video with Cathy that mind control has many aspects besides this
secret MK-Ultra Mind Control Project he was able to deliver Cathy from.
For example, there is information control through the schools,
churches, libraries as well as the media via the printed page such as
newspapers and magazines and especially the tabloids. On page 3 of
"TRANCE FORMATION OF AMERICA," he points out
something that I had never heard before. He said there is no reference
to mind control in dictionaries after 1980. This sounded too extreme so
I decided to check it out myself. To my utter shock and amazement I
discovered he was right. There was "Mind altering, mind bending, mind
blowing, mind boggling, mind expanding," but
nothing at all about "MIND CONTROL." It had been deleted even from my
large, unabridged Webster's, and even from a Webster's going back to
1959-60 as well as my Roget's Thesaurus. Not one single entry or
reference about mind control. I also looked under the word "control" to
see if they might have a reference to it...but nothing. We know the
word "Control" means to "regulate, direct or
restrain," in its simplest meaning.
The Bible tells
us clearly that we are to have the MIND OF CHRIST.
Phil. 2:5. Isa. 26:3 promises us that if we "stay" or "keep" our minds
on God we will have peace. "You will keep him in perfect
peace whose mind is stayed on thee because He trusts in you."
Cathy O'brien points out that there is no peace under the kind of mind
control the New World Order has planned for us as is verified in Rev.
14:11 which predicts that those who take the Mark
of the beast will have "no rest day or night." Rev.
12:9 reveals that Satan has deceived "the whole world." But
in this last age or remnant of time God will have a people who will
know the truth...whose minds are controlled only by God.
The word
"control" is not used in the KJV. However, the NIV uses it, i.e. the
word "control" while other versions use the word "rule" or "power."
The Living Bible uses "power and control" and the
Modern Language version says, "the whole world is under the
dominance of the wicked one, but we belong to God."
There is more
than one kind of "mind control" Satan has used during the last 6,000
years on the human race and going back into ages past about the time of
the creation of this world we find that Lucifer deceived one third of
the angelic realm. How did he do it? By using mind control through
false information or lies about God...mainly that God is not a loving
person and does not have His creature's best interest at heart but
controls them through laws. Furthermore, that God had set a date to
destroy all of the angels who had left with Lucifer. Matt. 8:29; Mark
1:24. These angels who followed Lucifer out of heaven (Jude 6 and Rev.
12:4) are known today as demons or fallen angels, whom God "charged
with folly." Job 4:18. In order to
survive the coming "Time of Trouble" we must know
Satan's devious methods and plans to enslave us so we can avoid them
and warn others as well.
Paul tells us
that "we are not ignorant of Satan's devices." 2 Cor. 2:ll.
That reminds me of Dan. 12 where it says that "the wise will
understand," but the wicked will not have a clue as to what
is going on. So, as we watch and pray God will help us to be aware of
Satan's deceptive devices. "Satan is fruitful in bringing up devices to
evade the truth...Truth of heavenly origin is confronting Satan's
falsehoods, and this truth will prevail...Opposition and resistance
only serve to bring out truth in new, distinct lines. The more truth is
spoken against, the brighter it will shine." Evang. 305.
"Rein
yourself up to the tribunal of God, and see as in the light of God if
there is any secret sin, any iniquity, any idol you have not
sacrificed. Pray, yes, pray as you have never prayed before, that you
may not be deluded by Satan's devices; that you may not be given up to
a heedless, careless, and vain spirit, and attend religious duties to
quiet your own conscience." MYP 84. I found this to be a most insightful comment
by EGW. Here the Lord impressed her to speak to those foolish virgins
who go to church just to "quiet" their "own conscience." In other
words, they are just "playing church."
In a few more
months we will have known for 2,000 years that Satan's end-time
illusions for this final age will be so deceptive that it will almost "deceive
the very elect." Matt. 24:24. But how could that happen to
God's people who have the correct doctrines? (except, of course, on the
character of God for they believe, like the Jews of old that God
destroys). The best way to answer that question is with another
question. "How could God's chosen people at the time of
Christ's first coming have failed to have known that He was indeed the
Messiah?" The answer to both questions is the same...They
refused to study and learn and thus know His true character of love.
This is how they failed in knowing the time of their visitation. Notice
the following quote from the pen of inspiration.
"To those busy
towns about the Sea of Galilee, heaven's richest blessings had been
freely offered. Day after day the Prince of life had gone in and out
among them. The glory of God, which prophets and kings had longed to
see, had shone upon the multitudes that thronged the Saviour's steps.
Yet they had refused the heavenly gift. With a great show of prudence
the rabbis had warned the people against receiving the new doctrines
taught by the new teacher (Jesus); for His theories and practices were
contrary to the teachings of the fathers. (who placed their traditions
above God's Word). They (the people) honored the priests and rulers
instead of honoring God, and rejected the truth that they might keep
their own traditions. Many had been impressed and almost persuaded; but
they did not act upon their convictions, and were not reckoned on the
side of Christ. Satan presented his temptations, until the light
appeared as darkness. Thus many rejected the truth that would have
proved the saving of the soul." DA 489.
"Many who were
convinced that Jesus was the Son of God were misled by the false
reasoning of the priests and rabbis. These teachers had repeated with
great effect the prophecies concerning the Messiah, that He would
'reign in Mount Zion, and in Jerusalem, and before His ancients
gloriously;' that He would 'have dominion also from sea to sea, and
from the river unto the ends of the earth.' Isa. 24:23; Psalm 72:8.
Then they (rabbis) made contemptuous comparisons between the glory here
pictured and the humble appearance of Jesus. The very words of prophecy
were so perverted as to sanction error. Had the people in sincerity
studied the word for themselves, they would not have been misled. The
sixty-first chapter of Isaiah testifies that Christ was to do the very
work He did. Chapter fifty-three sets forth His rejection and
sufferings in the world, and chapter fifty-nine describes the character
of the priests and rabbis." (Now notice this comment regarding how the
human mind works.)
"God does not
compel men to give up their unbelief. Before them are light and
darkness, truth and error. It is for them to decide which they will
accept. The human mind is endowed with power to discriminate between
right and wrong. God designs that men shall not decide from impulse,
but from weight of evidence, carefully comparing scripture with
scripture. Had the Jews laid by their prejudice and compared written
prophecy with the facts characterizing the life of Jesus, they would
have perceived a beautiful harmony between the prophecies and their
fulfillment in the life and ministry of the lowly Galilean." DA 458.
The reason this
is so important to understand is because once you reject the truth
about God's character Satan has control of your mind and you cannot see
any other truth. Those "wise" ones of Dan. 12 will
understand what is going on but the wicked will not understand
anything. They are part of the "foolish virgins."
Mind control can
also be defined as "INFORMATION CONTROL." "Some
people term this "soft" mind control as opposed to "hard" mind control
such as went on with Cathy O'brien for 24 years until she was 30. In
order to understand her case you need to read the book which I am
offering this time with a free video program of her speaking along with
Mark Phillips. What the powers that be were allowed, by God, to do to
Cathy is what the NWO wants to do to everyone who will not submit to
their NWO agenda.
The masses today
are controlled by the information that is being sent out daily through
TV, newspapers and magazines. A prime example of this is the incredible
coverage of disasters such as hurricanes, floods, tornadoes, wars and
of late, teens killing teens in upper class neighborhoods in Oregon,
Colorado and various southern states. The purpose in causing all of
these problems is to create confusion and panic among the people so
they will be willing to meekly submit to their priests and ministers
for the answers to life's problems. Day by day the net is being
silently thrown over the people so that they will be caught in a trap
from which there is no escape unless you follow His words in Luke
21:34-36. The masses are in darkness regarding current events. No one
can figure out why kids are killing each other in the public schools.
Meanwhile, America tunes into soap operas like NYPD, All My Children
and As the World Turns to name only three. NYPD is so popular that the
Nov. 9, 1999 issue of Newsweek did a special up-date on (The
Buzz-O-Meter) whether or not Detective Simone (Jimmy Smits) will die in
the hospital or not. Now, before you look down your nose at your
friends and relatives who are hooked on such unrealities, living out
their vicarious illusions through the "novellas" (Spanish for soap
opera), let me tell you about another type of "reality" that at least
35 million Americans are tuned into every day or night of the week.
U.S. News & World Report, 5-17-99, calls them the "LORDS
OF THE RING." Pro wrestling is not only brash and bawly with its
growing millions of fans, it's also big, big $$$ business. In this
front cover article they admit that before every match the wrestlers
already know and agree who is going to win and who will go down for the
count. Yet, try and convince those who idolize their favorite wrestler
and you might just find yourself flat on your back. And then we have
the talk show hosts programs such as Jerry Springer, the most infamous.
It has recently been reported that many of these programs are "rigged."
That is, the supposed anger, jealousy over unfaithful lovers (both
straight & gay) and the fights that ensue are all pre-arranged
to boost the ratings. And boost them it does as over fed, over sexed,
under loved and drugged out Americans are seeking losers like
themselves to watch so they can say, "See, I'm not the only one who has
this type of problem," or "See, Mom, I'm not that bad or crazy so get
off my case." So, what is my point?
I will frame my
point in a question and then let your own intelligence tell you the
obvious answer. How hard would it be right now to deceive the
masses? The masses who cannot tell the difference
between real life and a soap opera or wrestling match?
Well,
Mike, I can tell you right now that I am not one of the masses because
I don't believe in wrestling. I know it is all hype and fake to take
people's money. Nor am I hooked on any soap opera or springer type talk
show or any drug.
That is the response I probably would receive from the average
Christian who might take time to read my paper. But let me ask you a
question in a different realm. What is your belief about God? About
Jesus? Even about Mary? If I were talking to a Catholic I am sure he
would say that he believes in Mary and prays to her for help. So, here
is a person who thinks he is not deceived because he can see through
the fakery and deception of pro-wrestling and the soap operas but he
does not realize he has been deceived by his own church and priests
regarding the mother of Jesus. And because he does not understand the
truth about the "state of the dead..." because, as most of you know,
Mary is dead. Right? Right. So, she cannot intercede for anyone. She is
in the grave awaiting the resurrection like millions of others. I know
many of you reading this will congratulate yourselves for being so
smart to already know this. And because of that, you think Satan can
never deceive you because you have the "Truth" about the State of the
Dead and the Sabbath, and Health Reform and the Sanctuary and all the
other doctrines of the church. Well, I have very bad news for you
because you are already deceived if you think that you cannot be
deceived. The only people whom the devil will not be able to deceive
are those who are humble and teachable and are willing to let God lead
them each and every day so they will not be deceived.
Let me give you
just two examples of how most SDAs who think they are not deceived and
ready for Jesus to come are already deceived. The first example is on
the character of God. Most SDAs believe that God kills or destroys.
Most likely they have never studied the subject for themselves but just
taken the word of their pastor. If they are deceived on this point then
they are in the same position as the Jewish people at the trial of
Christ who shouted with the demons in human form, "Crucify
Him! Crucify Him!" But there are other things. For example,
let's take health reform. How many of you reading this believe vaccinations are for your health
and safety? If you do,
you are just as deceived as if you just bought the Brooklyn Bridge. So,
although you may know some of the historic truths you do not know the
crucial end-time truths that will carry you through the coming time of
tribulation. And I am going to tell you my friend, you are in big
trouble whether you know it or not. Ok, enough on that. I hope you will
order some of the books and videos and begin educating yourself. I
wrote Cathy O'brien a letter with several questions and as time and
space permit, I will share some of her answers. I had asked her if she
had learned any foreign language during the years she had a
photographic memory.
Cathy's Answer: Under
mind control my photographic memory that was resultant from trauma,
recorded events without my conscious awareness or comprehension. It's
as though my conscious mind took flight, leaving my subconscious wide
open to manipulation whereby I had no ability to reason or question.
The subconscious mind accepts all it is told...logical or not.
Therefore, any messages I delivered were verbatim---even using the
voice inflections of my abusers rather than my own. This allowed for
"trance-mission" of information regardless of language or lack of
understanding whereby I did not retain any of the Spanish I was
subjected to. Now, I find it "foreign" to me to even begin to speak or
hear the language!
Question: What
faith do you follow or what belief do you have in God or the Bible?
Answer: Mark
and/or I rarely publicly discuss religion as there are so many
viewpoints, perceptions, interpretations, and beliefs that our focus on
bringing mind control to light could be overshadowed by such a
personal, passionate issue. But let me say this, despite all the
various and even contradictory interpretations I've heard in the course
of my victimization, I hold strong to God and His Word. To me, God's
word did not/does not say what I was led to believe as a young child
growing up in a corrupted Catholic Church. "Love one another" could not
mean sexually as certain priests interpreted it to me. The Catholic
concept that "God is Love" brought this reality into clear focus to me
prior to my losing my capacity for free thought. How can God be love
and sex be love at the same time as I was brought up to believe, unless
mankind is supposed to carry out God's will? By this limited reasoning,
I concluded man is to blame for misinterpreting God's Word, and
therefore the abuse that I was enduring in the "Name of God," was not
God's fault. While I prayed for God to save me from my torturous
existence, I knew it would be up to man to carry out His will and stop
such abuse. God did send Mark to do just that.
In response to
my shock that President Reagan was part of this NWO and MK-Ultra
project she stated:
As for
your comments and questions on Reagan. It is important to note that
actors have the capacity to project any image they choose to portray
their character's role. It certainly is the opposite of projecting
True-to-Soul, which leaves me to wonder why media contrived public
images have such a powerful effect on people. It is said that art
imitates life (despite life imitating art in the case of the movie "WAG
THE DOG"!) and people often look to TV to "learn how they should
"act"... from sitcoms to soap operas. Personally, I
believe looking within is where it's at! Nevertheless, it is apparently
"human nature" to follow the TV idols. Reagan's friend and former
Presidential (Ford) Press Secretary Jack Valenti is now president of
the Motion Picture Association. Obviously, he has mastered the art of
spinning images to formulate/control the perceptions of the masses.
Media spin must be considered very carefully in view of the reality of
mind control. Clinton is a prime example of the power of
media spin since "perversion diversion" actually succeeded in diverting
people's attention away from his real crimes against humanity (as well
as his true bi-sexual identity), and from all that is really occurring
in our world today in regard the NATO (NWO), etc. With
such criminals controlling our knowledge base through TV spin is it any
wonder people have lost sight of reality!? (On page 160 of her
book, "TRANCE," Cathy writes about NAFTA which stands for North
American Free Trade Agreement). She says that she and her CIA mind
control-handler boarded the Norwegian Carribean
Lines ship bound for Cozumel, Mexico, with a large, black, soft side
suitcase packed full of cash and a proposal of 'prosperity' from the
U.S. This
proposal, programmed in me by the Vice President at that time, was
supposedly initial diplomatic groundwork for NAFTA. It was my
understanding then that NAFTA was considered a significant step in
implementing the NWO through mind manipulation of the masses. According
to Sen. ________, propaganda disguising the true purpose of NAFTA
included the concept of 'free trade' which the U.S. and Mexican
governments had long since shared. (So, it was nothing new only eyewash
words to deceive the people into thinking this was something wonderful
and new which would bring more prosperity to both the US and Mexico).
"Free trade" of child and adult mind-controlled slaves, cocaine, heroin
and businesses has been not-so-secretly proliferating for years...this
was part of the "free trade" agreement that I know personally has been
operating smoothly from at least 1984.
Aside
from acting, it is a matter of public record that Reagan was actively
involved in mind control in the Vacaville Prison System while he was
Governor of California. He then expanded his systematic control to the
entire USA while President under the guise of "World Peace Through Mind
Control of the Masses." Based on my own experience, I know that without
free thought there is no free will and without free will there is no
soul expression. So what kind of world peace would we have without our
God-given free will? Who is Ronald Reagan or Bush or Clinton or any
leader for that matter to second guess God and strive to inhibit our
soul expression? There is no justification for mind control...or the
traumatization and sacrifice/murder of innocent children...and I've
heard them all throughout the years.
The
concept of defining the word "Love"---let alone the meaning of God's
Word was recently brought to the public forefront in the course of
Clinton's sexual scandal when he was caught perjuring himself in a
court of law. He publicly used the excuse for his lies as "it depends
on how you define "sexual relations." Considering what I know about him
as detailed in our book "Trance Formation of America," his personal definition of "love" and "sexual relations" is as shaded
as those childhood interpretations I heard from priests who were
sexually abusing me. Thank God those are not my definitions!
Despite
my abuse as a young child, I sang out hymns like "This Little Light of
Mine, I'm gonna let it shine" with the soul belief that God was within
me shining His light in the darkness of my existence. Believing the
cliche "like attracts like" was light attracts light," I thought I
stood a better chance of drawing His people to positive action by
shining His through my actions. As mind control took its toll on my
soul expression, I could only do what I was told to do. And my abusers'
definition of diminishing "love" only attracted more sexual abuse. My
mind became totally literal and devoid of logical expression. Ritual
abuse further distorted religion since it was the reversal of the
Catholic Mass. The blood trauma was so horrific that my mind took
flight. I suffered from Dissociative Disorder, which is professionally
defined as "the mind's sane defense to trauma too horrible to
comprehend." Ritual abuse, like incest and sexual abuse, was indeed
"too horrible to comprehend" whereby I did not have a place for such
horror in my brain. Therefore, it was compartmentalized and "forgotten"
so the rest of my mind could function normally as though nothing had
happened. With my conscious mind taking flight, my subconscious was
left to manipulation to the point that I eventually became robotic in
carrying out the demands of my abusers.
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